Monday, March 06, 2006
dont compare me to others.
just cos they can finish it.
doesnt mean i can.
people have their own paces.
their own styles.
i'm slower than others.
i'm not as smart as others.to you, it may be simple to complete what we've been assigned.
yet it's been a weekend and i cant even finish one piece of work.
what's wrong with me?it's not the mentality. it's not. it's our abilities.
my abilities arent as goodi'm useless.
i'm just garbage.
i'm not gonna be suicidal or anything.
i've gone past that stage.
no.
i have a day.
one short dayto finish everything.
every single thing.
can i?
as miss lim says,
if i think i can, i can.
i think i can. but now, i know i can't.
what's wrong with the world?
what's wrong with
me?
before that happened
i never experienced this before.
is this a mental breakdown.
it's nearing a mental breakdown.
blast the music.
wipe out the noise.
kill the silence.
forget the sadness.
drown in the melody.
camouflage the true emotions.
hide behind a smile.
face the world.
bravely.
My mind's unweaving/ 7:38 PM
